I’ve known you since my freshman year at Kenwood, how we became friends I dont remember exactly, I’m just so happy that it happened. We ALWAYS walked to class together and I remember I’d always sing “oh hot damn girl this is my jam make wanna throw my hands on ThAYER ThAYER!” (: You hated it so much, but I think you might have secretly liked it. We’d walk to your locker(I used that your in proper grammar) and you put your stuff away and we’d lock arms and you’d walk me to my class and sometimes I’d rest my head on your shoulder as we walked. I remember the first time I realized I had feelings for you, it was just a regular day you were putting away your books and you looked at me in this certain way, and when you did it all just hit me. After that we were on the phone WAYYYY more and we’d never stop talking its like we ALWAYS had something new to talk about, I loved it SOOO much. It started as a friendship but I always wanted more. As freshman year kept going I kept wishing you’d see that I wasn’t just talking to you I wanted you. Oh man I wanted you so bad I’d remember getting off the phone with you at night and my whole body would just feel like butteflies everywhere, I’d sit there and just smile for a good minute(not literally a minute it was longer). I remember the first time you went out of town to your grandparents and you told me we couldnt talk on the phone because you had bad cell phone reception, I was literally devastated. Lol, I just loved talking to you more than anyone. Then when I moved it was just like we stopped talking for a while, there were times where I’d miss you so much, but i just never did anything. Then somehow we ended up together on new years. Best night I had in the longest time, I was almost certain we would totally be together after that night I honestly thought that that was it. It didnt happen like that but its fine it was understandable. Stopped talking for a while and then started skyping again, I can remember just falling back into love with you just by talking to you the first time, just everything about you made me happy being able to talk to you and see you just brought every feeling I had for you back. If it wasnt for skype I honestly dont know where we’d be now. This new years is when I KNEW i wanted to be with you, that was the night that I just knew that us going back and forth all the time had to mean something, something had to have been there. Then you came to visit, that was the BEST WEEKEND of my life. Just to be able to kiss you again….it was the best kiss I had ever had with anyone, that kiss told me everything it was like the kinda kiss you see in movies where you can kinda just feel what those people are feeling or like the butterflies in the stomach kinda thing. Okay i summed it up it felt like for a second I left my body and I could see us kiss and it looked right. Just spending that night with you was amazing everything we did was perfect and it just so happened to be the day I forced you to be my boyfriend via Facebook(: Okay enough with the stories.

Thayer, I loved you so much. And I dont say that out of my naive “teenage” feelings I say that to you as a person who has had boys in and out of her life and I always thought I knew what love was when I was with one of them, but with you it has been so different I haven’t felt like I did with anyone else I’ve had these new feelings I never felt before. You have me so wrapped around your finger you have no clue. In a creepy way I think I’m infatuated. You are my main thought of the day. You’re the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think about at night, and that is no joke. We haven’t been dating that long, and it hasn’t felt like its been long, but that’s a good thing that just means we have SOOO much time to be together. I want you to be my future husband, I want you to be there when I’m being a bitch, when I’m estatic, when I’m overjoyed, when I wanna cry, when I feel like doing dumb shit I want you to be by my side. I want you to be the one that is there through everything, every good or bad moment that could possibly happen I want you there. You are one of the most important people in my life, you’re to the point of “I CAN NOT and WILL NOT live without you”. I love you because you are perfect for me, you are considerate of my feelings, you care about me like no one EVER has, you make time for me even though you’re so busy, you come visit me when I know you probably hate coming back here, you keep me happy all the time(even when im mad at you), you just know exactly how to keep me wanting more of you. I love how you move my hair out of my face, even when we aren’t kissing. I love your smile, because your teeth are cute and the way you have sorta dimples. I love when your hairs short because its better for me to run through(I know it doesnt make sense but it does to me). I love when you call me baby because you say it a certain way. I love when we cuddle because it ALWAYS feels right. I love when I wake up and your arms are still around me because that has NEVER happened with anyone but you. I love when you kiss me because its like I have a shit load of butterflies in my stomach. I love when you hold the side of my face and turn my head to kiss you because it just lets me know that no matter what you love me. I love those faces you make;) the one that you can’t make unless we’re doing something because its cute and its just what reminds me of you(not in a bad way at all I swear bro<3). Thayer, you are the one. You are that guy that every girl just prays she finds at some point in her life. Your the guy that has sweeped me off my feet, you put up with all the bull shit I throw at you. You still love me at the end of the day and that’s the best feeling in the world. You make sure that I know you’re always gonna be there. Baby, I’m so head over heels in love with you, Im going to love you forever, regardless if we are together forever or not. You Da One<3